Somewhere i belong.

I just want to be normal. Where i can talk without having my intentions questioned. Where i can actually feel part of the group when i give a fuck about your issues. Not being laughed at when i cant articulate properly.

This is a group of friends that bring me down on a daily basis. Make me tired of school. And maybe just maybe i definitely don't want to stay in contact.

Further

Still can't trust them after three years.

The power of peer pressure is overwhelming.

And that is why shit always happens to you.

I guess i should continue with the mindset that my application isn't successful. It will reduce the disappointment should i fail to get in.