First rejection.

The first rejection letter came in the form of NUS. Well i would say i am not surprised to get rejected by them. my grades aren't good and my application to NUS was half-assed. I would say, it hurts but not as much. I wouldn't say the same for NTU and SMU though. I could pretty much breakdown if i receive a rejection from any of them.

Honestly i am just tired of hoping and wanting, cos from where i was brought up, when you hope for and want stuff, things do not go your way. You just work hard and pray things go well.

Depressed.