Loads of thoughts have been going through my head. For some reason each time i am working, my brain reminds me of my current status, unwanted by all the universities i have applied so far. With national service round the corner it is a reminder that i don't have time left. I desperately want a letter of acceptance. I just need the interview. I need this break.
I have been through the feeling of loneliness, never really feeling part of a group no matter how hard i try. I tried giving love as much support as i could regarding her problem and than i ask myself what would i have done in her situation. Would i even have the courage to step up and say "hey i feel @#@#@#@ about this matter" Maybe the advices i give is a self actualization to what kind of person i feel i should be, This is something i should work on. Being able to speak my mind without fear.
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