Head. Defend my head. Look at the @#$ opponent!

My head hurts, My leg hurts, My heart hurts, My entire body hurts
Ouch

Training today told me my technique was ALL WRONG! URRG.
Sparring was no better.
Was kinda pwned cos i did not look at the opponent.

Senior said i was fast enough. Only that i need to look at the opponent more.

A session with the coach told me that i was fucking in experience in the ring.
After coach's hit on the nose, and my crown and forehead I was dazed.
Need to grow stronger. tsk.

2 person i wanna apologise to today.

• The syariff who i accidentally hit ya in the nuts. Thousand apologies.
  
• To the person i call dumbass. I am sorry

Fulfilled. Headache. I am so gonna get killed tonight.

7.S outing!!!! Like finally!!
Sounds gay but i really miss those 6 ah siaos

It was a shopping trip turned movie-watching-outing

Gulliver was a great show!
It kinda isnt as funny as i expect it to be. But many life lessons can be learnt from it.
" If you are not gonna tell her now, then when?? "

Hauntingly scary quote.

Bought take-away food to luck's house, old-fashioned mahjong session,
Was kinda my first time playing real money though.

Lost $5 in all. If ck did not destroy my combo :(
But yea;Must be thankful for him guiding me luh.

I have been having hauntingly bad dreams recently.
I was killed by a knife 2 days ago and was shot by a gun yesterday
Hope i can get a good rest tonight.

*yawns*

Bike. Eurobeats. Lonely christmas eve.

Christmas eve wasnt what i was expecting,
Wasnt feeling really christmas-y anyway.

Woke up with more muscle aches watched initial D till late in the afternoon.
Got addicted to eurobeats( hence my noisy blog songs) Tried calling 7.s out,
either they were too busy or they just din reply me.

Went cycling alone in the night. The wind was great, only bad thing was the amount of people on the street, couldnt really speed till my hearts content, Mom and dad were working late so did not really had a proper celebration.

Had a late supper with mom and dad. Went home.

Wonder if Santa would consider me "nice" this year. My novembers and decembers have been bad enough.

Repawned

Okay. SO many things have happened recently that i am in a blur.

Well, sad stuff happened and i am still trying to deal with it.
the word is "trying"

I wont deny that i am lying if i tell you that i can still maintain friendship with ya.
arrg

As for my life. Holidays has been dead.
Been sessioning so hard i cant sit up the next day and i got a sunburn to boot.
Trying not to think so much already, gotta stay busy~

If only my muscle aches can just disappear. i can just stay busy .

thanks the bros who were there.
Life goes on.

Getaway.hais.hais,

Okay. This is gonna be a guilty getaway.
I left my projects i left ,my presentation, everything.
Its kinda a good experience of throwing everything behind and just running off.

Oh well. Projects have been killing me. Hope things will be better when i get back.

who am i kidding. :(

Barney stinson.

When i am sad. i stop being sad and be AWESOME instead.
Ya right. who am i kidding.

Kharma.crush.timeup.

Hello my dead untagged un-trafficked blog.

Recently life has been a bastard. Got my first C+.
Traumatizing as usual. Need to work harder academically

Quite demoralizing in terms of training as well.
i am still not as good as i set out to be. really is sian max.

Decided to let things go. Maybe i waited to long. and now kharma is now gonna come and bite me in the ass..


Sian max. hope the ICAs next week will be better.

AREA 7 CIs ARE AWESOME!!!!

Ankle.heart.

As time goes by. saddened and demoralized i have reduced myself to bone. nah jk.

It was a great monday today. although i could barely stay awake in miss ang's class

Trained like siao. glad that i was genuinely happy today and did not really think of unhappy stuff.
Finally my feet=injury. hence decided to skip boxing. went home and did my homework.

Accounting: Ok mdm cheng. You won. i should have paid attention more in your class.

to complete my day i am gonna dota.:D.

Trying not to think that much anymore. my feet finally hurts more.

That was fast.Envy.coverpainbypain.

Went far east plaza to pass shumei her present.
Happy advanced birthday shumei! :)

Was thinking whether i should get fat laces for my shoe. Had to miss mahjong with shuffles due to homework and yea. Saw familiar faces. just feeling down in the dumps.

Decided that am gonna vent my pain through training.
Why the fuck am i jealous man.

FIrstday. Dead tired. I wish you knew.

Back to school. Was nice to see everyone again. Had a few new teachers. and a hella lot of new subjects which are kinda repeat of the previously covered topics. Was saboed to be module rep for media finance module. great. just the module i had a bad feeling about

After school went to train with Zhang Yu. Dared say it was a super productive training. Although i pulled my muscle alot of time it was fruitful. Went boxing next. It was another marathon lesson. Shifu did not let us rest so much for the first time. we did set after set after set. felt dead after all was over. But kinda regretted not sparring with the seniors.

ARRG i hate my form. i need to train harder. Got my arm wraps AT LAST!. Gonna choing harder for the WORLD. ROAR.

I wish you knew how i feel about this shit. It hurts like hell.

Resilience .Distance. I need a headache pill.

Went to Recce at ubin today with Area 20. the experience was great! followed Soon keng through the path required for night walk. Cut down many bushes and shrubs along the way.
The commando mosquitoes fed on us like no tomorrow. Finalized the logistics required for the atc. If only the cadets can see all the effort we put in to make them better people. Went for lunch with the area 20 people and it was fun and we saw another side of them. Headed home with a half-dead leg and a burning headache

Its school reopen on Monday and i am seriously NOT looking forward to it. My timetable is seriously screwed ending day at almost 6 everyday. Looks like i am gonna disappear from SKSS again.
Its ATC next friday..

Rather a kept distance rather than a normal one where both will get hurt~

Almost.end.

Holidays are drawing to a close and hell it was a long one.
I would not dare to say it was meaningful as i had my fair share of wasting time.

Its been awhile since i went for cca and that definitely cost me alot. My form dropped like hell and i cramped up after while. horrible feeling.

NPCC work is also piling up one after another. i am both excited and dreading the coming Area 20 camp. Its an entirely new environment and its been awhile since i went ubin.

In cliq now the hottest trend is now mahjong.i darent say my luck and skill is bad bad bad.
guess i am not really cut out for this i guess.

Muscles are still aching apparently and am going gym again tml.
may take awhile for me to update this blog. But as those dumb spammers are trying to advertise at my tagboard. Its advisable to keep this blog alive. So stay tuned ;)

Distance.Weird,Iamreallyhungrynow

This week has been weirdly tiring and in a way i am having sores all over. partly cos i did not warm up.

Training tml again. Wonder if my leg is gonna give way tml. cos my feet hurts like hell.
Been thinking about how fast someone can change within a year and even 4 years of friendship does not gurantee that they are your true friends.
Just a random comment from other's experience.

Went to celebrate ahma's birthday at vivocity today/ played with denzyl and ivan and went yishun to get my long awaited contacts. the colour lenses are killing me.

I need to get my footing back soon or i may even lose myself. distance is the only way.
May next week be a great week!

Madness.Headache.I need to improve.

Area7 Games day!!!! it was a blast! Had fun with all the Area 7 CIs it was definitely a day to remember. As for cadets. I have nothing to say. lol. The Skss CIs have decided that we are going to have a meeting with the SKSS Teacher officers. If it does not go well. well.
its sayonara skss npcc


Unhappiness aside. My exams are next week!. Am kinda already in slack mode. Media industry! you are the final hurdle against me and my gaming. Night studies with shuffles brought back many memories. Playing dota now. A guilty but fun experience.

"If you guys wanna play computer at night, you can always pester your mother to pay the electrical bills" -An irresponsible asshole.

Humans that dont take care of animals dont deserve to live as humans

Went to fish farm today with cadets. Had a blast catching the long gao fish. Noticed a few things about the sec1s did not really take care of the fishes in the pond properly

Sign 1 : Scooping up the fish out of water and taking their time to put it into their tank
Comments: THE FISH IS FREAKING SUFFOCATING!!! GET UR TANK FAST

Sign 2: Putting your ENTIRE ARM into the water
Comments: Hmm..try breathing in air filled with dissolved oxygen, sweat, dead skin cells and u will roughly get what it feels for the fish.

Sign 3: Being not-very-careful with your net. while trying to get your fish u ended up squashing the fish
Comments: ouch. shant elaborate further.

Basically the rest of the trip was fun. except for the few sec2 troublemakers in my group. Wonder if my tolerance for immature kids kinda wearing thin.
Whats the deal of punching and kicking your friend in the middle of a briefing? i am sure even ipman does not do that. and his wingchun is not that broken as far as i know -.-
If only that guy can be discharged from the unit soon :(

Tingfang's birthday celebration today. though i can't celebrate it she has my best wishes :)

Cheers to better days ahead

Happiness and Sadness. That weird Sugar Roll and Bitter Gourd Mix

Training was awesome!
Our hard work in planning this actually paid off. We Bonded the cadets and we had fun on our own. This is what training should be like :D although i am not pinning much hope on that.

UCC Best Team FTW :)
Although it started out sucky at first. (my fault cos i could not get my message across effectively)
but eventually it turned out well. Best team bonded.

Am sticking to my philosophy that bond would be the best medicine to train the cadets, as these are the things they take out from that four years. Am proud of the unit in a certain way.

Anyone has prove that watching shows on youtube will increase electrical bills? kinda pissed with my parents ranting about electrical bills when i am tired from a hard day of training .
and why am i so indecisive. That is a question i need to answer soon.

Bad.Day.

Ok, look like the myths came true. You will have a sucky day on the friday the 13th

Training could not bring my mood any lower judging from how "enthusiastic" and "hyper" SKNP was today. We sincerely thought highness was what the unit needed to keep it going. was wrong i guess. A few lowlife cadets came today determined to make training hell for us.
But oh well

"Lowlife cadet: I want to join soccer!"

That's if soccer even wants you,friend. Ah Beng acting kinda pisses me off no matter where they are.

By the time i met cliq for dinner, am already too dead and moodless to do anything.

If only i was stronger. Screw it.

fighting. fought. fun

Holidays!!!

The last few weeks have been gruesome but oh well i have fought hard with my classmates and its the study break!

Will try not to neglect my studies though. but yea. its honestly kinda weird when u suddenly have nothing to do :S

Recently went to assist the Y.O.G torch relay ceremony at NYP. It was a fun and sort of bonded with the seniors. Security was a job that was the least-recognized and the most boring job in the entire event..but oh well..this was what makes moments in cca fun. CCA-wise i have been neglecting my training i am so gonna die when it starts next sem.

Sort of strained my back muscle and for some reason it hurts like hell..
and honestly i am kinda lazy to see a senseh...:S but ranting aside goals i want in this 3 weeks

>Better footwork
>A healed back
>7.S outing
>Success*winks*

death and departure

You braved all odds even as your vision failed you your strength failed you your bladder failed you.you held on as your hearing failed you . you held on despite you being unable to recognize any of the people that visit you. you wanted to give up on life by not eating so as not to be a burden on everyone else.
In a world of no sight no sound and no memory you held on alive. you fought and overcame 2 stroke attacks but finally fell to the third, you are the bravest and most determined person i know...i lament and cry on your departure but rejoice as you are free from all the suffering life has to offer.. May you be well in the heavens. R.I.P

My departed grandfather :''(

Horoscopes and Lost Determinations

SKSS Cultural Night~ In photo: There was mrs V, the classy bengs and me and hanwei

Its been awhile since i saw all the teachers as well as everyone...sadly not much people from out batch turn up....it was nostalgic to see "the happy feet" perform again...to hear CO's Matsuri to hear band's compacabana and pirates...choir's " song of light" was great!
I always admired ppl that can hit and control their super high notes...good job juniors...

"the 'awesomeness' yesterday cannot be described" :P

Went supper with darrel , alicia , siew hua , Marcus and cass..lol
ate mac till abt 12am then walked home slowly with marcus and cass....reached hme at about 2am used com till about 3...slept quite late...

shit i have been missing routines....haix its sunday tml...:(

The Holiday Reaction

Was enjoying my holiday to much to actually go and blog..lol
Yup..this two weeks has been S-H-I-O-K...i totally let everything go..so much that i neglected my BQD training and my NPCC duties..*oops*


Mom has been rather nice recently..she took leave to accompany the family...brought us to malaysia bought me on a shopping spree etcetc...so i would firstly like to say thanks mom for your efforts in this holiday..ur presence was definitely appreciated :) <3






Went here with my "friendly tour guide":)
I feel living in kampongs would definitely be an interesting experience the lady who talked to us there was really nice..she even thought we were here for a project..she gave us many insights and happenings around the kampong....and we made a new friend..soonsoon the dog!

it tried to attack us at first until the lady told us that soonsoon is there to protect the kampong from thieves ...It sniffed us but ignored us after that..the lady said it has "classified" us as "friends"..my "tour guide's" face was priceless though :P

Thnx for the day arh..tour guide..it has been a fun day..hope u enjoyed it too :)

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Recently found a few photos of my baby cousin denzyl!!!! he is seriously uber cute....

This was taken today:D

As for today went to just acia with family....ate the fried chicken set as well as sis and bros left overs cos they dump everything to me....shopped with sis and cousin for awhile...after that went home..the NDP rehearsal was on..it was damn cool!!! the cannons were freaking loud though..saw the armies matched pass...as well as a few tanks showed at the bottom...my cousin's cousin was actually serving his NS in one of those tanks....having mixed feelings about NS again :(




That Pretty sums up my holiday..it was quite a blast..and i am definitely NOT looking forward to school reopens...i actually came up with a list for next holiday alr-.- haiix...

->More outings with 7.S:D
->Outing with Cold Storage Pals:D
->Session session session session
->Hope to get better marks by next holiday..
->Visit the village again with tour guide :D

Sry darrel ang alicia ng and xiehuiyi that was not doing much for the study session :(
But it was fun studying with u all though :)


Thnx all that made my 2weeks a uber shiok one :D.

8TH BATCH NCOS! SKSS NPCC!!!!


LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED~






Finally ICAs are over and schools out!
Seriously looking forward towards this 2 weeks holiday....Hope to achieve many things..
So far results are alright did not fail any subjects(Thankfully)

Bt hope to achieve that gps 3.5...tsktsk....its a freaking long way man...
Although i am not cut out for tad activity i wanna prove something..that i can actually break the limit by actually succeeding in it...
crap..i am ranting again

My Things to look forward list for holidays
->Follow cadets for excursions
-> 7.S OUTING!!!!
-> Class Outing
-> Cycling with the usual people for prata :D
-> Go gym more..

SLEEPY~

The ICAs are flooding in like water!!! (ICA= Incourse assessment)

juz ended the BPS presentation ICA...i am not really sure if i screwed up anot but i could say i did my best...haiix not sure about results though..

Have been somewhat lax in my disicipline nowadays..i have been slacking off in terms of physically and academically..need to step up soon...

Have been playing pokemon recently *fine stop laughing*
if pokemon really exist i dont mind being 1 though..its easier compared to the academic life all of us singaporean teens are having now..lol...

Random qns i am having now:
-Does clique friendship really stay strong after sec sch?
- Am i taking life too seriously?
- Why does loneliness suck so much at times
- Why does dragon pokemon take so long to evolve..

Ok..that ends my post for tis week...next week doesnt seem very promising..but for once am looking forward to BQD classes :D
IP MAN FTW!!!!

Introduction + Friday dinner

New blog add!
Have decided to put my past aside and start afresh on a new page

A Brief Recount of Poly life:
Nanyang polytechnic School of business management: Diploma of Media Studies and Management...Life there has its ups and downs...i learnt that independence is a key factor i will need to adopt if i were to ever make it to university..Although it would be kinda nice to know that some if my classmates are not the "backstabber-assassin" type(even if they are i wont knowT-T)

I am kinda having trouble with my marketing management, Into to media industry and my Business presentation skills modules...( hint hint: any1 wan pei me study? :P) The fear of not getting my ideal results haunts me like a ghost...ICA 3.5 how? :(


Today:
FINALLY a proper dinner with STEADY MCK....it was a good mental breather too...
it was fun being able to be myself again and enjoying everyone's company at least it is warming to know that despite meeting new friends i will always have this time to chat like no tommorow and laugh together like always...

After dinner met up with Luck Hanwei and Wailoong..Chatted and catched up on poly life..
cycled and chatted with yoong luck on the way home..its also nice to always have my clique:) 7.S FTW

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