No news is good news... i guess.

Everyday has turned out to be a waiting day. But i guess no news is good news for now. "the universities are still deciding on my entry" is all i can tell myself now. am really jealous as balls of all my friends that got a placing there. really wish i could have an interview call too.

In other news, that guy has been an ungrateful motherfucker since his first incident with the loan shark cleared and he is bullying brother like nobody's business.i really hate his guts.

Need to start pulling more weight for the relationship. Just when i thought things are great between us. but i have a good feeling i wont be letting her go. ever.  This has taught me i really need to do what i promise. it's really a bad habit of mine. gah.

Feelings really are complicated business.